one of my favorite comedians
made me extremely sad for the first time ever
by dying
i watched reruns of his shows
and laughed and laughed so hard i cried
but then i got confused
was i crying from the dying?
it does not matter because he was great
and i miss him
#katyamills
my life was self destruct set into slow motion
my tailor drug and drink
subgenre rebellion
in the age of deconstruction
the undercurrent identity
for it would never be okay
to not be who i knew
i was
#katyamills
back home
staining they sketchpads with inks
up all night alone they would not buy the lies for free
misfit friends in they head. loner celebration
extinguished the tv and touched the room with radio
they cast they line
deep and trolled for broken
hearts
#katyamills
our senses gone
an unbroken dawn
cracks and poaches its whites by the sea
the folding of time into the sun and elements
overexposed the same
no one to blame
adventure magnificent and tragic
we will never love like that
again
#katyamills
now i am having the adverse reaction to tv. i am different from you. now restless in the sleep. now pursuing some dream. now i am indifferent, locked without key. now sitting still. meditating. what looks like peace… it is an illusion
#katyamills
a storm of emotion
anticipation of victory
all the colors of all the territories
condensed into one
powerful narrative
delivered to all the major publishing
houses only to face resolute
defeat
#katyamills
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maybe 7 years old
pushing lemon wedges into my mouth
until my face stretched out
from the sour
acid
eliciting laughter by my diversion
better than any excuse
for bad behavior
#katyamills
you and your force
of opinions
on any other day i indulge
in distant lands
dive into RPGs and mobile
phones
today i laugh
selflessly plunging into
the vortex behind those
honey cambered
eyes
#katyamills
there are days
where i am so pulled so stretched
to the synapses
give me ten minutes of rest
sunk in those spaces
recharged by chemical
reactions
#katyamills
deep in dead body pose
you never felt so alive
letting the exhalations wander
out into space
with compassion
for all
#katyamills
K IS SILENT 