its ok its okay its ok

Sure its friday. I heard kelp will deter radioactivity with innate iodine. And stay away from the Spanish cucumbers. No! strike that from the record. Move closer in on Spanish cucumbers. Feeling a bit unnerved i am, or tight with some anxiety. Three eclipses this month. And Saturn comes direct after 5 months retrograde. If it means nothing to you, just think how the words tasted to your tongue and you will know. In visceral fashion. Then back to importing if not exporting goods through amazon ebay clist or other free service site.

I wonder how long the internet will be freeware to the gills. I hope it lasts forever, but some part of me knows it certainly will not. I think its when i urinate i can best focus on what drives that understanding. Can i be more vague? Hardly. But i must attempt to escape judgment. I express a liberal sort of expression, but in many ways i am conservative. Right? Left? I strive for balance. They bet on me on the continuum scale. Will i lean right? or left? or will i collect some misdemeanors in the middle, and then go straight to jail?

My credit card has a triple digit balance. See there i am being conservative. Its atleast triple digits, maybe more. And its never as good as my word, my credit. Which is why I rarely sit next to her on the subway. Shes a bit of an embarrasment. Cause she got extended so far she’s absurd! No. I know. Nothing you never heard.

What to do about it, really? Puts my knots in sheets, my sheets in knots, wants me casting homemade rope over castle walls. The castle walls of being white, maybe, protection to the point of social isolation. Walls are walls, anyway you look at them. I’m left in water cold, half-naked…. destination Falls. On some american kinda idolizing, yes. In the wake of the next fuckin’ big or lil e, tall skinny heavy or smalls. I guess.

Self-medicate it any way you wanna. Have the nuclear fallout extraction kelp. With flora. Or fauna. Come into the jetstream if you like to time travel. Or just get far from outside Tokyo or even inside, where politicians now converge on the prime minister rib. Who were really polite dinner guests, just lost their politesse.

His may be vulture appeal, the prime minister of Japan. Yet that half smile still roots out from the corners of his mouth, when he walks out of the parliamentary nest feeling sad… or just angry?

i could not say… I cannot.
the same feelings im up against in my life.
In my life, like every day.

Its ok
its ok its okay.

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