bedwetter

by Katya

i was weary yesterday and
better last night i gave up
this morning digesting
carbs
painfully

hating myself
like last year

im better tonight
im better for me so
better for you

happy new year what’s
new about it?

i was once a bedwetter
lost my pride and found it
i was better without it

bedwetter without it

can we make myself fresh
can i make ourselves clear
and then what’s in there?

you are
you are love and not
loving me

goddam abstract off
the wall

watch where you place our eyes
please

love myself once
the carbs are blown up
gimme a scone

like last year stumbling through
self publication

i am better
without it

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