you were. i was

you were seeking (someone after work) you were. i was a little something to look at (we were young) i was, on that night (following no one) awake in a different way, unusually done up (tryin to get a charge in the) senseless world (with us), pretty preloaded (bound to be impulsive) both of us and tight (lonely maybe but not needing nothing) that night.

you were.
i was

i was seeking (for so long comin up empty), going home alone (without finding anyone) you were traveling backward (to remember the past) insincerely, we spoke in whispers (it was the lies in your eyes) i knew, your pain (you were)
i was

breathless at first
some difficulty and all alone (just imagine), you gave me someone to envision (someone who could care when caring was all was asked and running a shocking deficit) being with (being with you) and  you were. i was.

we were somethin (material) random. of a sudden (indebted) rolled pinner of a joint. tight (like that). god is good. baked into the bread. wholesome (hearted) and not having to speak (talking about it was always so terrible anyway and made us feel bad about ourselves) was a gift we both were given. you were. i was

something special is about to go off
and may we make (us) last
as long as we

timed to expire

I think what’s happening today, I mean, all the anxiety I feel, it’s because we are timed to expire. So what the hell do you do with yourself, really knowing that for sure? What does a pill do? It goes into the system and makes itself known and gets processed. Hopefully makes it into the system before it’s expiration date cause it’s not gonna be very effective afterwards. Even so, may find its way into our tap water. We all gotta look to be absorbed by the greater whole. Every little drop of you and me counts, okay, so don’t be so afraid. Calm down. You will be felt, you will be known. Maybe you are – already.