rumination was a book labelled dnf
i dropped a gear and gripped the throttle
got the hell out of that small town
cubic centimeters pulled all the thoughts away they
got tore up like roadkill
my mind made space 4 all diverse
everythings
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Tag Archives: thoughts
real time
thoughts accumulate @ the corner of up and down just above freezing
mufflers give away ignitions in the silence behind double pane motel glass
corner of down and up on the back of a harley feeling the torque
insane or sane we are the strange circumstance of being in this world real time
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flag.stone
downcast
sitting pretty on the front porch
calling you
year after year
my feet bare upon it
the flagstone
stops the thoughts
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thoughts near 25
we went on advancing
cutting new angles
experimenting constantly and who cared
where we landed or when
ten days a week they demanded you
show up exactly on time wear a suit
show no thigh and why?
was it not enough
to be loving unconditionally doing
life differently
demanding impartiality
insistently
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they (don’t) care
they don’t care
what you may think or say or
feel. find something you love
put your heart in it and
never give up
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tbh.scratch
to be honest i
beat myself into a hopeless
frame of mind
no matter how down i
get relentless i
get back to work i
believe
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thought.stop
my thoughts racing kept me up at night chasing. voices whispering i tried to be polite but they would not heed i shouted tore at my hair until my head bleed. finally i got busy with chores and like a plant without water they could not live no more #katyamills
faith
Faith without works is dead! within our everyday actions, from the moment we wake up to when we lie down to sleep, we can claim our faith and find freedom in doing so. thoughts and feelings are colored by judgment calls which may or not be accurate. how many times have you made an appraisal only to find out you were dead wrong? and then how you feel about it shifts. feelings are colored by thoughts and thoughts, influenced by how we feel. years can go by being misled, having misconstrued a situation, misunderstanding and being misunderstood! our actions, on the other hand, are tangible, concrete. they cannot lie. what you do is true.
test flick gnash
i was going about my day with
the best intentions the
squirrels started to chatter told me
all kinds of things none of which were true
gnawing on acorns leaving shells
scattered around my mind
i was gonna have to sweep and mop
convinced i was no good
the world a terrible place
i found a nice tree to sit under
for a spell i
lay my head back butterflied my arms out
closed my eyes
prayed for several days. the squirrels
they finally jumped
out from the crown
clung to the tree testing
their little claws flicking
their puffy tails
gnashing their teeth they
took off chasing into the high branches
when i finally stood
my thoughts were peaceful
friendly. you
gotta make the most of what
you got
i gnashed my teeth
and tested back
K IS SILENT 