prefab on a freeway

I was driving up the grapevine out of los angeles when traffic came to a dead stop, near the top. we were all clocking about 80 miles an hour before it turned into a parking lot. ahead of me was a prefab house tipped off a truck bed on the freeway.  i wanted to stop and give the poor trucker the down on his lucker, a hug. he likely lost his job today. maybe they will let him move his family into the new lot he created. rent should be nothing if he sets it up for some tolls, his kids can take turns in the booth making change. governor jerry brown can stop in for dinner once a month and his cut. sure they will have to soundproof the walls and string up some blinking lights. no back yard and no neighbors and the air quality will suffer from the constant emissions. none of it will be legal but they’ll be roping so much cash they can buy the courts off. the only great obstacle will be the haunting. the ghost of the family who once lived where the freeway now runs had something to do with this, for sure, a spiritual reclamation of material space. a frontier family gone west and staked a claim long ago. only to be ousted by the D.O.T. commission lobbied hard by big business. no more day hikes to pyramid lake. no more immaculate alta vistas. just a small payoff and a bus to LA, and a new life sucking fumes in carson city. the patriarch promised vengeance. he was the one, long long forgotten, who jumped the trucker’s nerves and caused him to jack knife that day. the matriarch got ahold of his wife. you can see the translucence deep into the night when you drive up there and wait for your toll. the kids are all demons possessed.


Maze 2:11:2 Storytelling

Book Two
Chapter 11
Part 2
In the last episode 2:11:1 we return to the story of Maze and his mother. She took him across the border via a coyote and they started over, and she got work in LA. On the surface his life looks common for a young American boy, until he begins leaving home all night, all the time. She doesn’t know where he’s been or what he’s been up to, and prays it’s not what she thinks. She searches his room hoping for any sign of typical teenage angst and rebellion but finds none. She thought she was protecting him by leaving Mexico, but she realizes she cannot protect him from himself.

Book Review: ‘The Enlightened Ones’


by Lacey Reah

I read a couple of short stories by the author which I really liked, so I decided to try one of her longer works. This book takes you into the heart of a cult through the eyes of a young and impressionable girl who comes from a broken home in LA. The girl, Maggi, is such a sweet and special character I found myself deeply involved with her circumstance, and basically lost on a sea in this disturbing psychological storm which overtakes her and her friends. It was difficult to put this book down, because I was worried for her and hopeful that things would work out okay. Many of her friends (and some of her enemies) have intriguing storylines of their own! Being in a cult causes people to question their reality, and the author captures the process of brainwashing and shows us how easy it is, even for intelligent and compassionate individuals, to fall under the spell of a well-intentioned community or family with a charismatic leader. The only criticism I have for this work, is that the events that unfold kinda resemble a true to life situation that happened in America 30-40 years ago, and I found myself distracted by the comparison. Otherwise, this was a wonderful story which had me in tears a couple of times and sad to reach the end, amazed and wanting more.

Book Review by K – Less Than Zero

‘Less Than Zero’ by Bret Easton Ellis.  4/5 STARS. 

Step into the shoes of a lovable loser, a young guy who clearly has talent and intelligence handed to him (economically, if not genetically) but no proper channel for it. He’s still got time, you think, he’s in college. 

I enjoyed seeing Los Angeles through the eyes of the protagonist. Because he is neither for nor against his world, he is more like a material witness to a cultural crime in progress. That crime being the assault upon all human goodness and innocence. Wow. And he keeps a sense of humor about it, until about two thirds of the way through, after which it became less of an ambulance chase intrigue. 

You begin to feel uneasy, as though it’s no longer culture that needs a shot of loving kind compassion in the arm, but you; you might be the one needing resuscitation. Because it certainly feels closer to nonfiction than fiction. And probably is a fusion of the two, put together by a master chef (Mr. Easton-Ellis) at an open kitchen with an array of knives at his disposal. Oh, and meat grinders. And the ambient sound of fucking, dying and other counterculture fare. Squirt some lemon in the heart for extra-sensory pain.

I love the cover of the old paperback copy I finally bought at a used bookstore here in Sacramento, with the proceeds of the single copy of my own novel I sold there…and some additional cash of course (I’m not a known entity, yet). It is a cream-color image of LA skyline fading out in the smog. And the photo on the back of the author has him in prepschool attire as a young man, probably not unlike his protagonist and perhaps the same? This is an unauthorized biographical query. And I saw the photo was taken by a one Miss Quintana Roo, who, for those who don’t now, was the only daughter of the great essayist Joan Didion (also from Sacramento). Sadly, the past tense refers not to mom but to daughter, for Quintana Roo passed away young after a brief illness. 

I mention all this to support my intuition that this novel is a bit nonfiction. Because we live in a world that is quite used to seeing stars rise and fall, and quite accustomed to scenes (in LA or otherwise) like Phil Hoffman at the peak of his career and head of a young and bright family, blue with a needle full of drug cocktail still stuck in his arm, 23 years afer he supposedly ‘got it’. Meaning recovery. This novel is the perfect example of how, recovered or not, we all are having to keep a close eye on ourselves in the context of a culture that could parade us out one day on theatrical accolades, and leave us stewing in our own celebrity nihilism the next, so forlorn and in such godless disbelief as to chance the end of everything so fine and hopeful. 

Rest in Peace to all. I have compassion for all of us. This book furthers my compassion for Los Angelans and US Americans and global citizens, to think that even in the refuge of the States (not a gutted-by-war kind of GPS, compared to Kiev or even parts of London) a city could engender such hatred and violence. Kids taking pictures of eachother in front of corpses, or gangbanging, or self-gangbanging. Brutal anarchy and madness in old Hollywood’s new money bling. 

I really hated the falling apart of it all toward the end, because the sense of humor dried up. I prefer to laugh like I was throughout the first hundred pages. Which is just another reason why I charge this book as a likely nonfiction masquerading as fiction. Because if it was fiction, it could have ended with a laugh, not a cry. 

And if it was nonfiction, it probably would never hit the shelves in Mr. Easton Ellis’ lifetime, so he wouldn’t be the chillaxed man of intrigue that he is today. He might look more like William Burroughs in Drugstore Cowboy. Read this book. It’s great. Then read mine, because it’s a parallel kinda process, taking place in Chicago. But mine is really FICTION!

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