i still wanted to believe
i saw the good die young
and the others live long and untroubled
circumstance like a thief
had snatched my faith away
prayer became senseless without it
i never stopped wanting to believe
and so i learned to ask only
that my faith be restored
and it was
#katyamills
i believe god can only be felt not
touched, heard, seen, gendered or named
and the way you feel god’s energy
alternating creative and destructive
is by faith
#katyamills
when mala fide
in cloaks of red
extinguish all the light
the allies showing bona fide
vanish from sight
loyal hands clasped in prayer
soldiers young and old
prepare
the off beat
of broken hearts
when the shelling
starts
send ammunition!
for our freedom
we will fight
faith alone is not enough
to make it through
the night
#katyamills
known more
4 the absence of faith
than faith
they followed a feeling
bought a taco
4 a hungry
kid
#katyamills
Faith without works is dead! within our everyday actions, from the moment we wake up to when we lie down to sleep, we can claim our faith and find freedom in doing so. thoughts and feelings are colored by judgment calls which may or not be accurate. how many times have you made an appraisal only to find out you were dead wrong? and then how you feel about it shifts. feelings are colored by thoughts and thoughts, influenced by how we feel. years can go by being misled, having misconstrued a situation, misunderstanding and being misunderstood! our actions, on the other hand, are tangible, concrete. they cannot lie. what you do is true.
we are pressured in many ways in this life. we live in an atmosphere rims around the world. the condensation builds up by the heat, the clouds form and the rains come. the pressure and heat build up some more. how do you respond? you don’t have to be intimidated! go ahead and rocket across the boundary. go where no one has ever been before. laugh out loud! the way you interact with your environment, your community, your greater family and yourself, is unique in time and space. keep the faith! we need you!
if i could help you i would. maybe i can by being grown up and not so easily hurt. i guess we all struggle with wanting to believe we are loved.
you can get all the rest you want but you still need to find your rhythm in the world. if you lost yours, it can be a real bitch to get it back. you may need to stab your fears in the heart with a dagger and bleed out the yellow poison. then do those things that scare you, inject yourself back into the bloodstream and let go. feed your faith and starve your fear to death. i promise you an adventure like no other!
K IS SILENT 