give a fuck

a long sleep 

followed a terrible apathy

woke up off a few shots 

of espresso and la crema 

d’italia

promised myself 

once i recovered 

gonna give a goddamn 

galaxy of fucks

today

#katyamills

it’s a crime

it’s not a crime to care and it’s

not a crime not 

to care it’s not a crime

not to care it’s a 

crime 

#katyamills

idc.idc.idc

when whole bodies

trembling and we look dead

in the eyes and the words hit the walls

i don’t care

and the walls fall

you know and i know

how badly

we do

#katyamills

papercut

I gotta paper cut off a flyer I was distributing. The walls were papered blue. I had nothin better to do than let it bleed until a friend of mine could wrap my finger around a bandaid. It felt a little like getting your fingertips pressed in ink.

 

Except this time someone cared about you.

careless

one moment you feel little, then large, and in between. some hang on to your every word, while others wouldn’t know you exist. you care about something, you care some more, then the world becomes full with meaning and you couldn’t care more. you could care less.

H

How sad
How hard
How vital

to tell someone
offering you
a certain
care

these feelings no
i do not
share

a spell

you showed up
i had the flu

ginger ale
chicken noodle
you

you went to work
unloading freight
later that day

i hoped
you will
be okay

this is how
we start
to care

wound
rewound
like braids
in hair

single
threading
through

casting spells
with focused
prayer

care for me i
care for
you